beautiful or painful

This is my 1st entry in year 2009. By the way, happy new year to all. Beginning of 2009 is not a happy beginning for me. *straight face*. Well I just finished read Paez's blog. I just want to say that I kind of tertarik with his words.

"a beautiful lie or a painful truth"

That word membuatkan saya berfikir. It is about my life. To other people, my life seems to be so "beautiful", but for me, it such a "painful" life. I don't know how to put it into words. I don't know how to describe it. Entah la.

Ok la. Itu je. Don't know what else to write. Continue study. Bye.